Muskaanein Jhooti Hai -
The Context: Neha is the CEO of a fast-growing startup. To the world, she is the poster child of success. Tonight, after a funding party where she laughed and posed for a hundred photographs, she sits alone in her parked car.
I have become a cartographer of false joy. I map it onto my lips every morning before the first Zoom call. I drape it over my shoulders like a designer jacket. “Good morning, team! Let’s crush the day!” My voice chirps, a digital bird made of wires and anxiety. Behind the camera, my hands are shaking. The revenue forecast is wrong. Two senior developers just resigned. My father’s medical reports came back this morning. Muskaanein Jhooti Hai
Look at the photograph they just posted. There I am, holding a champagne flute I haven’t drunk from, throwing my head back as if the venture capitalist just told the funniest joke in the world. He didn’t. He was explaining how he “almost” invested in a competitor. The smile on my face? A masterpiece of forgery. Painted on with the precision of a liar. The Context: Neha is the CEO of a fast-growing startup
But the smile? It stayed put. Perfect. Plastic. I have become a cartographer of false joy
All of them.