Raj: Sharma Ki Kahani

Raj listened. And for the first time in 847 days, he felt something: a sharp, painful, beautiful ache. Envy. And admiration. And a deep, terrifying recognition that he had never once run toward anything in his life. He had only ever run away quietly, inside his own head.

“The washing machine is also making a sound,” she replied. “Call the guy tomorrow.”

Raj Sharma did something uncharacteristic. He bought a train ticket to nowhere in particular—a sleeper class seat on the Rewa Express, departing at 11:45 PM. He told Neha he had a late meeting. She didn’t ask which meeting. That hurt more than an argument would have.

They talked for three hours. She told him she was running away from a coaching center in Kota. Not because she was weak, she said, but because she wanted to fail at something she chose, not something her father chose for her. Raj Sharma Ki Kahani

“Where are you going, uncle?” she asked.

“I feel… empty,” he said.

That night, after everyone slept, Raj Sharma opened a notebook—the first notebook he had touched since college—and wrote: “This is the story of a man who forgot how to want. Not because he had everything, but because he stopped asking himself what he truly needed. The train didn’t save him. The girl didn’t save him. But the ache she gave him? That was a beginning.” He closed the notebook. He didn’t know what would happen next. Neither do I. But that’s the thing about Raj Sharma’s story—it’s not over. It’s barely started. Raj listened

Raj Sharma was forty-two years old, which meant he was old enough to remember life before smartphones and young enough to feel foolish for not understanding the new ones. He lived in a flat in Indirapuram with a wife who loved him in a practical way, two children who loved him only when the Wi-Fi was working, and a mother who loved him like a courtroom cross-examiner—intensely and with follow-up questions.

He came back the next morning. Neha had left a note on the fridge: Milk finished. Buy on way back from “meeting.”

One Tuesday, while eating a soggy sandwich at his desk, Raj realized he had not felt a single genuine emotion in 847 days. Not sadness. Not joy. Not even the mild annoyance of a fly buzzing near his ear. He had become a well-dressed, tax-paying, child-sponsoring ghost. And admiration

1. The Middle of Everything

Neha looked up from her phone. “Did you take the car for servicing?”

Every morning, Raj did the same thing. He woke at 6:15, brushed his teeth while scrolling through LinkedIn, and stood under the shower thinking about the EMIs he hadn’t finished paying. By 7:00, he was in his Maruti Suzuki, stuck in the same traffic jam near Sector 62, watching a man sell selfie sticks to other trapped men. Raj often wondered: When did we start selling mirrors on sticks? And why is everyone buying them?

On the train, he sat next to a young girl of about nineteen, who was reading a tattered copy of Ruskin Bond. She had ink stains on her fingers and a nose ring that caught the yellow station light.

“No, I mean emotionally empty.”