Sakura Chan - Black African And Japanese 20yo B... Review
Sakura’s eyes welled up. She hadn’t realized she was crying until a tear dropped onto her knuckles, still clutching the paper.
She was stunning in a way that made people do a double-take. Her skin was the color of dark honey, and her hair—a crown of dense, springy curls—was gathered in a bright yellow scarf. Her eyes, large and tilted like her father’s, scanned the crowd of salarymen and schoolgirls. To the Japanese, she was gaijin —foreign. To the few Africans she’d met in Tokyo, she was too Japanese—her bow too precise, her keigo too flawless.
She climbed the three steps to the stage. The chatter died. A few people recognized her—the tall girl with the furafura (wobbly) identity.
“Just be yourself,” her mother always said on video calls from Lagos, where the sun seemed to yell. “You are not a fraction. You are a whole.” Sakura Chan - Black African And Japanese 20Yo B...
But Sakura had spent twenty years trying to be a whole of what? A ghost in two houses.
Today, however, she had a plan. It was a reckless, secret plan.
Walking home through the neon-lit rain, Sakura’s phone buzzed. A voice note from her mother. Sakura’s eyes welled up
Sakura laughed, the sound echoing off the wet pavement. She stopped at a vending machine and bought a warm can of matcha latte—her favorite. For the first time, she didn’t see her reflection in the dark glass of a closed shop window and think split . She saw a girl with a samurai’s spine and a lioness’s heart.
Then a young woman in the back—a Japanese girl with bleached-blonde cornrows—started clapping. Then another. Then a Nigerian businessman in a suit. Then the whole room erupted. Not polite, pachinko-parlor clapping, but chest-thumping, foot-stomping, whistling applause.
On a small stage, a microphone stood alone. Tonight was open-mic night. Sakura pulled a folded piece of paper from her jacket. It was a poem she’d written in a fever at 3 a.m., after her grandmother in Kyoto had asked, “But where are you really from?” and a boy in Harajuku had touched her hair without asking, saying, “So exotic.” Her skin was the color of dark honey,
Now, at twenty, Sakura stood in the middle of Shibuya Crossing, feeling like neither.
“Onyinye! I felt that! Even 8,000 miles away, I felt that! Your father is crying into his sake cup. He says your poem moved the kami themselves.”
A low murmur.