“Now,” I said, lighting a cigarette, “you decide whether this is the bottom or just another floor on the way down. I can give you numbers. Rehab, gamblers’ anonymous, a shrink who won’t judge. But I can’t make you call them.”
I pulled on my boots. This was the part of the job they didn’t put in recruitment pamphlets—the part where vice stopped being about gambling dens or backroom card games and became something else entirely. Something that crawled under your skin and nested there. vice stories
“I’m sorry,” he said. To me. To the boy. To the ghost of the man he used to be. “Now,” I said, lighting a cigarette, “you decide